Sunday, July 27, 2008

THAT I AM

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!...... ANJRIT BEUD!!#@$%^%&*(!#@^&**...... Harap dimaklumi bener bener kesambet ni anak… penuh dengan amarah, gag mood, mata pegel kebanyakan online di quizilla…. So disarankan jangan dekat dekat dengan gue n’ mendekatlah kalo mau memberi sesuatu ke gw (menerima bantuan duit, dan makanan diutamakan)…..

Ni malem minggu dah gue gag kemana mana perut melilit naujibilah dah rasanya, beh…. Kayak kena tonjok kingkong dah kalo dibayangin mah… mules-ga-mules-ga-mules-ga ngeselin beud gag si, Suck it up with the pain, ni malem rencana mau nyari kasetnya artic monkey skalian 2 album yang ‘Who The Fuck Are Arctic Monkeys’ ma ‘Favorite Worst Nigtmare’ tapiiiiii………GAG ADA!!!!...... belum lagi tujuan utama beli cd panic at the disco, walopun gue dah donlot ni lagu dari album barunya panic at the disco yang baru ‘Preety Odd’ tapi masi aja penasaran, (ya iyalah oon, donlotnya cuman tiga lagu doank, gue donlot ‘Nine in the Afternoon, We’re so Starving, n That Green Gentleman’ so intinya kurang lengkap, nyari cd bajakan gag ada, aslinya di tempat gue yang antah berantah gini tau dah ada pa gag, gue heran ma ni kota, gue yakin seyakin yakinnya kalo andaikata gag ada universitas disini, mati kutu dah gag berkembang… payakh…… disini serba susah mu nyari apa apa kecuali makanan enak…. Beh bejibun tapi tetep ajah…bayar…(membenci dalam hal membayar)

Gue dah mutusin kali yakh gue gag ikut nonton konser tu band yang ada bang brendon urie n Ryan ross and cs… ada si duit malah dah napsu amat malah, tapi kalo dipikir pikir 600rb buat 2 jam ngeliatin orang bule yang subhanallah itu tampangnya and stylenya mang gag rugi si tapi bagi gue tetep rugi, kalo kata dosen gue mah tu uang 600rb bisa beli mendoan sebakul penuh kali…. Gue juga sebenarnya pengen gitu ngajakan bden urie have supper n try our food pride, is ‘mendoan’ jah… gag ngebayangin tu artis luar mam mendoan, insane, yes it is, mengharap, ya masih lah… gue aja masi usaha ngikutin dapetin free ticketnya panic… pasrah (dalam ati ngarep bet) ada si duit tapi rencana mau beli ipod… cuz lum kesampaian ni… niatnya mu beli yang 4 giga gitu kalo yang ada pideonya… aduh emak… ga nolak deh kalo dikasi… hehehehe….

Oh iyakh ni hari gue beli cd album the best of nya Oasis, kalo kata Dido mah ‘that’s not so bad..thats no so bad’ trus brubah jadi gini… that’s I am so bad…that’s I am so bad’ (cuz belinya yang bajakan, terpaksa juga ni, kan dah gue bilang disini tempat kuliah gue susah dah gag bisa kompromi urusan taste good of music, taunya mah demasip, ungu, raja akh yang gajebi gajebo dah… pokonya ‘peanut an’ apaan lagi dah tu… (masi kesel cuz sebelum usaha nyari cd, dah nyoba nyari lagu buat dimasukin ke cobek, tapi…… NIHIL!!!!)

Gue lagi nostagila dengerin lagu lagunya dido biz suaranya enak gag kayak gue ancur beratz…(nyadar diri nih) mata dah 5 wat (ganti lagi ke oasis yang nina boboin gue, tadinya arctic monkey ada juga guenya gelagepan kaget kaget mulu… dengerin Alex Turner cs band lagi mainin oldskull punk rawk versi UK… biz lagunya asik beud dah…


That Green Gentleman

Things are shaping up to be preety odd

Little deaths in musical beds

So it seems I’m someone I’ve never met


You will only hear these elegant crimes

Fall on your ears from criminal dimes

They spill unfound from a preety mouth


Everbody gets there and

everbody gets their.. way

I never said I missed her

When everbody kissed her

Now I’m the only one to blame


Things have changed for me, and that’s okay

I feel the same

I’m on my way, and I say


I want to go where everyone goes

I want to know what everyone knows

I want to go where everyone feels the same


I never said I’d leave the city

I never said I’d leave this town

A falling out we won’t tiptoe about

Ya itulah sodara sodara setanah air sebangsa lagunya panic yang judulnya ‘That Green Gentleman (Things have changed) lagunya asik kok, pa lagi olah vocal brendon urie unik aja ditambah yang gue dah liat pideo klipnya tentang tu orang berempat jadi kurcaci-kurcaci gitu trus di rumput gitu (dapat diterka, jangan jangan sutingnya di deket sawah rumahnya pakde gue) tapi yg gue seselin kok ryan rossnya cupu gitu, tapi tetep brendon have many expression in his face… amazing… yakh mukanya itu loh gag jauh beda dari pideo klip di ‘Nine in The Afternoo’ di sini si brendon astapirulo petakilan banget gag bias diem kayak cacing kepanasan blum lagi ditambahain pake kumis palsu sgala…tambah lucu ajah…


Kembali ke “Who is ‘That Green Gentleman’?” that=itu, green=ijo, gentleman=tuan

Artinya tuan itu ijo…(jangan diikutin gilanya kumat)…. Bukan deng… its maybe just beckoned the someone in that situation especially happen to the man, cuz ada gentlemen nya gitu si.. hehehehe…jadi bukan cewek tapi fokus arahannya emang gag jauh jauh dari cewek juga…

Pernah denger gag kalo warna ijo itu ada hubunganya ama yang namanya ‘cemburu’ gue pikir ni lagu di liat dari liriknya nyeritain cowok yang jeles ma cweknya (color green often related to jealousy) pura-pura gag peduli n’ gag mau tahu aslinya dah dalem amat tu (apanya yang dalem tu… guess what?.. hayoo.. yang bener kena hukuman ngasi gue coki coki…) tapi jujur gue suka ma warna ijo…maybe banyak yang ngeliat gue mostly of blue from top to… tapi warna ijo kayaknya enak aja… seger kaya cincau ma cendol kan gag lucu kalo tau tau ada es kelapa biru trus bubur kacang pink… can u imagine that.. supposed to do be right then…eh malah kacau jadinya… tapi gue mah kurang oeduli selama asik di guenya and nyaman di gue… dengan with sincerely… in heart beat…I excepted that all thing eventually I had not done with it else other bussnies. I louph green…its calm..peace…fresh…deep…pleasant…and tough, theres so many green almost covered in whole world…











Tidak tahu kenapa, ga ada angin gag ada ujan… gue jadi ikut ikutan nyobain buat nulis lirik lagu… tapi ya itu… map ja kalo there so little pervert.. I think its fine, cuz I just try to description my feeling to write a song not to even make it up until I got the perfect thing the other else…

Here we go…

Approval Polite


Attempting to cover all my dirty words

With so furiously, ridiculous, and my anxious

Learned lesson about showing people beckoned cocky man

And that son of that such a whore woman

Be reason, why should I had therapist to do..


That’s so fucking bored me

That’s preety hard thing to me


With full of song, poem, and my stories in a whole of my life

I’ll try not so much be whimpered girl

Cause I’m really sloopy wanna be to change into snappy

Not so too impressed, it was just the songs had just finished

What I supposed to beautiful words, to me is impossible


Can I see it?

Can I had it?


What the fuck to know my future end

Whining little and giving a pouty look to the people around

Just shrugged, my voice squeaking little then be shriek goddammit


I’am so pathetic

I’am so awful

Yay….


Called pay back…

Called pay back…


Check them out…

Check them out…


I handed the sheet of paper

Braced myself around people reaction

I thought myself not to suicide my jerk behave


Is not is

Is not is

Then .. be jughead


Could stop by my practice life

Holy shit of all the papers of fate

I could throw up up there


Well…just say it

Just be me

That just be polite


What the hell is wrong with me…

Who the fuck are guys still staring and glared me…

Who had just stay try to convinced my parents to take me to the wonderful world…


Cuz I’am not so bad…

Yeah I’am that bad…

Not want the least bad…



20-06-2008

Gie

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